World Wide Woozle episode #678

Welcome back.

Here is the weather forecast; I've been out on the World Wide Woozle balcony and it is pissing down with rain.**

Puts a song in this heart of mine

For the new readers/listeners/stalkers, as well as those who simply don't pay attention, I live in Canberra. Rain here is so unusual that it means people lose their minds. Hardly anyone knows how to drive when the roads are wet, raincoats are things that other people have, and our footpaths are clearly designed to flood. The timing of this precipitation is also right on the money, with our local government trying to lower the level of a few lakes to allow for maintenance. Seriously, who would want to be in a scuba suit in a Canberra lake in the middle of winter? 

Hazlett - queen of the season - https://youtu.be/FwgEPkGVu84

Anything, anytime

Fans of comedy, bird lovers, and children of the 70s and 80s would have been sad, like me, to hear of the passing of Bill Oddie. Did you know that Bill played drums in a production of the rock opera, Tommy, along with the London Symphony Orchestra, or that he sang on a Rick Wakeman album? Neither did I. The internet is useful some of the time. I was fortunate enough to have The Goodies as part of my childhood whilst living in Scotland, New Zealand, and Australia. Hats off to the Australian Broadcasting Corporation who from memory screened an episode four nights a week for many years. Bill Oddie was 85.

The Goodies - The Scout Proficiency Badges - https://youtu.be/tZBeuFbn3Go

Think I'll buy me a football team

I have a love/hate relationship with music streaming services. Artists aren't paid properly, everyone wants to listen for free, it's the death of the album, and greedy executives manipulate algorithms to choose what we listen to. Streaming, however, allows the curious to find music that was never going to be on the radio, or easily accessible, and I like that. More and more I listen to podcasts and audiobooks on Spotify but music comes from my own physical library loaded onto an old iPod or my phone. For the readers who may be unsure, a podcast is like a radio show, documentary, or an interview, it's just that you listen when it suits you. What can we do then, because music streaming isn't going away. One thing to consider is supporting bands and performers to make their music. 

Recently I pre-ordered a couple of albums from less well known Australian artists. Of course, these albums will be on streaming services soon enough and I can and will listen online too. But, and it's a big but (and I cannot lie) there will be no more good music if we don't pay fairly for it. Artists can't survive on streaming clicks, Facebook likes, and fresh air. The albums I have ordered are from Fanny Lumsden, and from Perry Keyes. I'll link songs from them below. Fanny, I have seen live and have some of her work already. She's a fabulous country/folk artist who hails from the Riverina in New South Wales. Her album, Traditions, is out on October 30 but available to order from her website. Perry Keyes came to my attention when I realised that he wrote the song, The Day John Sattler Broke His Jaw, which was re-recorded by The Whitlams. Both versions are fantastic but I really like Perry's grittier sound and delivery. I simply love the way the drums hit four strong beats(eg: at 1m20s), what a great song. Perry's new album, The Alison Bend, is out on 21 August and you can get it here.

Fanny Lumsden - Difficult Woman - https://youtu.be/MGkHkcK_0II

Perry Keyes - Warren Zevon Has Stopped Drinking - https://youtu.be/cBaGpqvtm30

Because everything I say is everything you've ever wanted to hear 

I read, in books, online and on the subway walls, that the truth will set you free. To quote Henry Rollins though, "I'm a liar". I am struggling with eating and food more than I care to admit. I wrote about it last time and it may have sounded as if I was making progress, but I'm a bit stuck. I guess, like most things, if you haven't been there then you can't quite understand. I'm not going to fade away as I did when this affliction really ramped up, but I am worried. I saw my psychologist last week and I told her the truth. I mean, if you're going to lie to the shrink then why bother going? I should know, it took me years to get that right. Again, I'm not asking anyone out there for help, but if I keep on outing that unhelpful voice then maybe it will help me to shove it in the corner more easily.

Tears for Fears - Shout (live) - https://youtu.be/Y9F3RnLED1s

Studio 54 is the only place to dance

Recently I finished listening to the audiobook version of Chrissy Amphlett's autobiography, Pleasure and Pain. If you are a fan of the band, or interested in Australian music from the 80s and 90s then it's worth picking up. In some ways, however, it was a difficult read for me. Divinyls were a fabulous band but knowing some of the darker parts of their story and how entitled they were, at times, is a bit hard. After finishing the book I read a review of it that said something along the lines of, "great band, terrible people". 

Divinyls - Only Lonely (live Australian Made 1987) - https://youtu.be/vPFgK3sDUnY

The blood of the guitar was Chuck Berry red

Finally, the guitar. I committed to doing my level best to play it a bit. There are only six guitars in this house and it's hard to avoid them. I tuned up my old Taylor acoustic and I've been strumming a few chords more than once a day to get my fingertips back in shape. Guess what, I can still play. I think my next thing to do will be to learn a couple of new songs. Thanks to those of you that have been positive about this.

Tune in next time for lots more blethering including how we can fix the Commonwealth Games, and my review of a new release from the best heavy band Australia has ever produced.

Tabeana,

The Woozle

"Yeah, it could be any one of us, with a broken mind...

I learned about mercy
For everyone else, and for myself"

Suzanne Santo, Mercy, 2021

** thank you John Bird.

World Wide Woozle episode #677

Hello enormous listening world. For the comfort of others, please refrain from using the toilets whenever we're stationary.

Buy for comfort, buy for kicks

Recently I happened upon a Facebook Marketplace offering that was actually good. A fella, in my local area, was selling a big collection of Henry Rollins / Rollins Band books, CDs, and cassettes AND at prices that weren't silly. I met up with him on a cold Canberra evening and came home with a book, some CDs, and a double cassette. I'll talk about the book in a future episode because I need to spend time reading it. The real gem of the lot was a live CD that usually goes for the same amount I paid for the whole bundle. The Rollins Band ripping it up on stage in The Netherlands. The double cassette is Henry reading selections from his early tour diary, published as Get In The Van. I'll stay away from Marketplace for a long while now but this purchase was a real bonanza!

Hard-Ons with Henry Rollins - Let There Be Rock - https://youtu.be/FMzowawbDbk

Some got pollution, some revolution

You may have guessed that I like to write. I think a lot about what to write when I'm out on my daily walks, when I'm riding the light rail, or in the shower. I have been tempted to turn it into a podcast but the reality is, I wouldn't be able to play any of the music as part of that without paying licensing fees. Oftentimes these episodes live in my head as a radio show akin to that of Henry Rollins or Bob Dylan but they can stay there. Unlike many other bloggers, writers, podcasters and dare I say it, influencers (vomited in my mouth there), I actually pay attention to the creative output of others. My good mate Dave Macca has recently taken steps to return to writing via his blog. Macca can read more books, and remember what they are about, than anyone I know. To top it all off, he has a talent for speaking, and writing that makes stuff interesting and accessible to a wide variety of readers. Check him out here. Minds are for expanding.

Belle and Sebastian - Wrapped Up In Books - https://youtu.be/iBU-MxydbWQ

Jaws was never my scene

Cycling. There, I said it. I've now ridden my bike three times in the last three weeks. Before anyone feels the need to tell me to be careful, to rug up, and not to overdo it; yep I am aware and I understand. My days of long, long rides are over for the foreseeable future if not forever. After more than a year of rehab, and a lot of bad words said under my breath, I am allowed to ride for about 30 minutes at a time once or twice a week. The first two times I went out were nerve wracking to say the least, but other than a minor twinge in one of my glutes, they seemed to go reasonably well. Yesterday I went out for a trundle with Toddo and that was totally awesome. We cruised in the sun wearing our full winter riding kit, talked non-stop, and it all felt good. This was also the first time I'd worn cycling gear in a long while and it still fits! More on that later. My plan is to be able to ride approximately 50km once a week with my mates, as well as a couple of shorter rides. Given that I used to push out 300km a week, the mindset change involved is, and continues to be huge.

Miranda Lambert - Gravity Is A Bitch - https://youtu.be/WnxfVJd4VzM

The sounds of the city, baby, seem to disappear

Recently I've been helping a local band to set up their sound production by attending rehearsals and a gig to do some mixing. I've also been assisting with in-ear monitors (IEMs). Essentially IEMs replace the big speakers that point at the band so that they can hear themselves. A lot of musicians have significant hearing loss because those monitors need to be loud to compete with a drum kit, the lead guitarist's 100 watt Marshall stack, the bass player's personal hygiene issues, and the singer's ego. IEMs, which are glorified earbuds, provide each band member with their own dedicated mix at a volume level that they themselves can manage on the fly if they want to. What I notice with the band I am assisting is how much better they sounded as a unit once the IEMs were in place. The drummer commented that for the first time ever he genuinely could hear what was going on. I wish these had been readily available when I was a gigging musician.

Jason Isbell & The 400 Unit - Can't You Hear Me Knocking - https://youtu.be/6Ep-rIAe2Ho

With my back to the riser, I make my stand

I haven't played a guitar for more than a minute or two in over a year. It's not that I haven't wanted to, I just haven't been in anything remotely approaching the right headspace. I hear songs and think I should learn them. I have people both encouraging me and inviting me to play. I know it's good for me and I love it but, it's just not been happening. Last week I needed to have a bit of an intervention that was led by me along with some gentle pushing from two of my colleagues. You see, what happened, or at least what crept up on me, was that I had stopped eating. Not totally, because I am still here, but enough to be a major concern. It's a road I've been a long way down before but I haven't really had a relapse for a couple of years. And what happened? Well exactly what you'd expect; I started to feel that I was struggling at work, my mental health suffered, and there were a few other clear markers as well. It's a vicious cycle because I placate the voice in my head by not eating much. Then my brain can't function properly and the voice of reason and logic hasn't got enough energy to do its thing. Which brings me back to cycling. I was convinced that none of my cycling gear would fit yesterday and I almost cancelled the ride. Guess what, it fitted just fine, and probably the way it always did. Having others encouraging me to eat doesn't work, in fact it makes things worse. What I seem to be able to do, with the benefit of ongoing therapy and gentle understanding from others, is to re-convince my brain that being healthy and eating properly go hand in hand. When I get that mix right then I can manage to have good things in my life; like playing the guitar and leaving the house. So, without wanting to put unnecessary pressure on myself, I'm going to take some of that stubbornness and willpower that the eating disorder uses to be unhelpful, and try to channel it into something positive. The song a day playlist works and is up to over 200 entries, and I can manage my back and core exercises four times a day without fail, so I'm going to try to do some regular strumming and picking. Watch this space. 

Lux Lisbon - Get Some Scars - https://youtu.be/D13lu3aajjo

I think I've said enough. See you next time for another random set of ramblings.

The Woozle

"Poor old Johnnie Ray,

Sounded sad upon the radio,

Moved a million hearts in mono..."

Sugarland & Sara Bareilles, Come On Eileen (live Dexy's cover), 2011.

World Wide Woozle episode #676

Welcome back Woozlephiles. Stop your doom scrolling and save your mind.

I got a brand new pair of roller skates

Last time on the World Wide Woozle I presented a range of songs that all had one thing in common. We had Alex Harvey, Cheap Trick, The Temptations, Taylor Swift, Waylon Jennings, and Bon Jovi. Did you pick it? And were you smart enough to realise that if they all had something in common then you really only had to listen to two or three tracks? The answer is that they all included a key change. I can see some aficionados out there slapping their foreheads in annoyance; of course, it was so easy! The Bon Jovi or T.Swizzle tracks are the most obvious. Key changes are groovy and seem to have become more and more rare in popular music. To me, they have the potential to re-energise a track, hook the listener in, and I just think they sound cool. People like me who can only really sing in one key should avoid them though.

The Offspring - Love Story (live) - https://youtu.be/E1oB31kglYw?si=zku3lIy-eRocpyJD&t=2195

If you find a funny face in your comic book

I've written before, and on the old Farcebook, about the 1992 demos that I am working on remixing with a view to having them mastered and then put onto CD. I am more than pleased to say that the other three members of the band have been in touch and are happy for me to do this. Maybe I'm just old and sentimental but it was absolutely awesome to connect, especially with our amazing singer Mel, who I hadn't had any contact with since about 1993. Thanks to DJ DJ and DJ Doc for helping me to track her down. 

Tracie Bennett - I'm Still Here - https://youtu.be/TInk1BcbAMQ

Grab that cash with both hands and make a stash

I had to go to the newsagent a couple of weeks ago. Remember those? Well for some reason a parcel I had to collect was waiting there for me. Whilst I was there I perused the magazine racks. Those racks were pretty sad and depleted; I guess print magazines are out of favour. Then I spotted one that was a complete retrospective of Tom Petty's career. I'm a big fan and I thought it would be a good thing to pick up until I saw the price. $25 for a magazine. Hard pass. Wow. That's a quarter of my weekly food bill and I could get a couple of old Tom Petty albums for that price. No wonder the newsagent has become a parcel collection point. Thankfully, Bing had the 2018 version of said magazine which I assume is exactly the same.

Tom Petty - You Don't Know How It Feels - https://youtu.be/ygfA1A45tn8

I'm movin' on up now, gettin' out of the darkness

I had a very, very bad day on January the 5th this year; one of my worst ever. Well, that was now six months ago and though it's still pretty challenging at times, things are improving. All week I could feel a bit more space opening up in my brain and last night I felt almost normal. And then, just like that, today the black dog barked loudly. So, I went outside, I walked, I treated myself to something I wouldn't normally allow myself to eat, I avoided anything negative, I meditated, and I did my best to accept what was going on. It's a wild ride and tomorrow is another day.

Queensrÿche - Best I Can - https://youtu.be/PTD6773wA58

I'll buy your knick-knack, just check my feedback

I've now dubbed all of my old four track recordings into digital format to preserve them into the future. After some soul searching, it seems like the right time to sell the old Tascam Portastudio. I read online that these classic pieces of recording equipment are having a bit of resurgence. So if anyone out there wants to take this off my hands and get hip with the kids just let me know. I'm going to put the money from the sale towards a worthy cause that involves teeth. I've been remixing some of my old solo demo tracks from 1994 too. This has helped me improve my editing skills using software in preparation for working with the full band tracks. You can hear a couple of these (Contemplation and Come Back To Reality) if you're feeling brave. Please remember that these ones were only ever rough recordings of ideas, with me playing everything, made to present to a band so that we could work on them. There are a few more to come when I'm feeling brave. All of my previous tracks are at this link.

Oasis - Rock 'n' Roll Star - https://youtu.be/3aatEBIZHNU

Tune in next time for more blethering, and news of a Rollins CD and book haul!

Look after yourselves,

The Woozle

"Your mind tricked you to feel the pain
Of someone close to you leaving the game of life
So here it is, another chance
Wide awake you face the day, your dream is over
Or has it just begun?"

Kurt Deimer with Geoff Tate, Silent Lucidity, 2026 

World Wide Woozle episode #675

Welcome back.

Before I start, all of the songs in this episode have something in common so see if you can spot it. There are no prizes, but I reckon someone out there might just figure it out! Pay attention closely for the not quite regular version of one track! I like to keep you all on your toes if I can.

Back before music was ruled by algorithms, corporate greed, auto-tune, and the cut and paste of digital music software, we huddled together in garages and bedrooms to make demos of our songs. That is unless of course one could afford studio time. The first demo tape I appeared on was made by strategically placing a boombox in the garage during a rehearsal and pressing record. The first 'real' one was recorded in 1991 on the same model Tascam four track that Bruce Springsteen used for Nebraska. Admittedly the band was playing live with everything reduced to four tracks by a mixing desk before hitting the recorder. DJ DJ engineered that demo and it got us a LOT of gigs. I still have the stereo master copy but not the multitracks. 

I do, however, have the multitrack cassette for the 1992 demo of the indie band I was in at the time. Recently I decided it was time to save those recordings, remix them, get them mastered, and onto CD. I have a 4-track recorder so that was the easy part, but how would I get those tracks onto a computer? It was easier than I thought. DJ Guz loaned me a fancy mixing desk that also records to multitrack computer files. All I had to do was connect the four channel outputs from the recorder into the desk, clear all the effects, set the gain, and hit record. Now I have the four songs from the Lovesmudge demo ready to mix. I'm not the expert here, Bing is. He has more than a dozen albums in his discography so we'll get together soon to see what we can come up with. If they turn out to be any good then I'll investigate mastering and CD production. I'll write some liner notes too and hopefully the other three band members will contribute. Watch this space!

What I didn't realise I still had was a couple of cassettes containing demo versions of songs I wrote in about 1994/5. They won't be getting the full treatment but I'll have a go at tidying them up and releasing them via my Soundcloud page. 

The Sensational Alex Harvey Band - Last of the Teenage Idols - https://youtu.be/HlthQpbl_0E

It would be remiss of me not to mention how excited I am that DJ ZedBoots has moved back to Australia. She's been away having adventures in London, Glasgow, and all over the place since the start of 2020. I think she may have come home to thaw out! The family has grown as well with the addition of a fiance and a cat!

The Temptations - My Girl - https://youtu.be/y3KJ7d2qBoA

If you're around my age, I wonder if you expected middle age to be the way it is? I've almost managed to accept that I need to reframe how my life will look going forwards. I always thought that I was fairly physically robust but it appears not. Working with the GP and the Chiropractor we have addressed some of the issues with my back, but there are some that can't be fixed. I have to work on managing not only my body, but my expectations and that isn't easy at all. What I will say is that if you have any niggles, get them checked out now before you end up with something that you have to live with forever. That includes your brain too, not just your body. 

Cheap Trick - Surrender - https://youtu.be/LqB9lhHqmsE

I'm playing this song because it fits into the theme you're all madly trying to work out, but also because it has been an earworm for the past week or so. I've actually sung and played this twice in public as well. Once it was to about 10 people, and the other time it was to about 1000! You may not like Taylor Swift, and that's just fine, but I do. She writes a lot of her own music, plays and sings live, and trains for gigs by running on the treadmill whilst singing. 

Taylor Swift - Love Story - https://youtu.be/yfWgXcrNQIw

This week I noticed that the classic TV series, The Dukes of Hazzard has appeared on the Amazon streaming service. Watching it now, it doesn't feel quite as exciting as when in 1979, I was allowed to go next door once a week to watch it. At that stage, having just moved to the other side of the planet, we didn't have a television. The A-Team is also now available and if you think back to my visit to the USA in 2024, you may remember that I watched a lot of that in my downtime! Back to The Dukes for a minute. I reckon the theme song was my real introduction to country music. Here's Waylon, who sang the theme and was the show's narrator, singing with Willie Nelson.

Waylon Jennings and Willie Nelson - Good Hearted Woman - https://youtu.be/swRJeMsk21g

Keep smiling y'all,

The Woozle

"It doesn't make a difference if we make it or not..."

Bon Jovi, Living On A Prayer, 1986

World Wide Woozle episode #674

Hello everyone. Welcome to the blog that shakes, that moves, but can't live without your love.

Tried to save the trees, bought a plastic bag, the bottom fell out, it was a piece of crap

I wasn't an early adopter of anything made by Apple or Google. That is unless you count the Apple IIe and IIc computers that we used at school in the mid 1980s. I was, however, extremely happy with my ten year old MacBook Air until this week. It does everything I need and looks good doing it. That is until the AI bots at Google sent me a friendly email to inform me that their Chrome browser would no longer be getting any security updates on my Mac. How rude. Does anyone just stop looking after their car, house, or child when it turns ten? On top of this I did some research only to find out that the boffins at Apple aren't releasing security patches for my MacBook either. It's just two more products from Bastards Incorporated. I can hear you wondering, "what does it all mean, Basil?" In the short term I have dumped Chrome completely and returned, after about ten years, to the Firefox browser. I will be the first to admit that it has come a long way and is seriously cool. After only a week I am a complete convert. With Apple's allegedly planned obsolescence I'll be doing anything to do with money or passwords on my iPad which is much, much newer. I understand that products have to have some kind of lifespan, but, if Apple insists on making such high quality hardware then maybe they need to support it for longer. A new Mac of any description is a serious financial investment that I'm not prepared to make at the moment. Maybe I can get my head around imagining it as a yearly cost over the next ten years because that doesn't sound nearly as bad.

Petra - Computer Brains - https://youtu.be/HpqCgnq_bAU

Let there be drums

With apologies to DJ DJ, I'm going to write about Jethro Tull now. For once, the algorithms feeding me music got it right when they recommended the new and improved version of a 1984 album that I'd never heard of. Under Wraps was apparently quite unloved when it was released as it represented a significant departure from the band's trademark prog/folk sound. It has programmed drums, synthesisers and Cold War era lyrics (and that flute). The new version has one remastered CD where the drum sounds have been stripped out and updated for a fuller, more modern sound. For those who prefer, there's also a remastered version with the original drums. Then you get a couple of live concerts, some demos, and a full Ian Anderson solo album. I think it's good value and a copy is winging its way (in a Sopwith Camel given the postal time estimates) to me here at HQ World Wide Woozle. The funny thing is I reckon I would've liked this LP if I'd heard it in the mid-80s . To close the loop though, Jethro Tull are not, and never were, hard rock or metal. The Grammys got that very wrong.

Jethro Tull - Lap of Luxury (Bruce Soord 2026 remix) - https://youtu.be/9pY7T4Smhck

All I wanted was a Pepsi

I've just had a week of annual leave. To be completely honest, I needed time away from work. My brain wasn't working particularly well and I needed a minute to let it reset. I did my best not to stay at home for the whole week and managed a lot of walking and a few catch ups. Still, it's very easy to be a hermit which I know is unhealthy. I really thought I'd be OK for a short bike ride today but my right hip said no so I will keep waiting, and wondering if it's ever going to happen. At least, after almost a year,  I've stopped wanting to swear every time someone rides past me when I'm out walking. Accepting my limitations is far from easy. In positive news though, I did get out and help a friend's band setup their sound mix and in-ear monitoring. I knew what to do but learning some new technology on the fly had me working hard for a bit! Maybe I'll pick up a guitar soon. Maybe.

Bobaflex - Hey You - https://youtu.be/rm5eWLXW6l4

That'll do. Thank you, come again.

Keep smiling,

The Woozle

"An’ here I sit so patiently
Waiting to find out what price
You have to pay to get out of
Going through all these things twice..."

Bob Dylan, Stuck Inside of Mobile with the Memphis Blues Again, 1966. (Cat Power 2007 version)

World Wide Woozle playlists are here.

World Wide Woozle episode #673

Hello out there all you radio fans. Welcome back to the on again, off again musical juggernaut that is The World Wide Woozle. Please ensure that your tickets have been checked.

Now I spend my time just making rhymes of yesterday

Today is the 137th day of the year. What does that mean I hear you ask. Well, it means that there are now 137 songs in my 2026 daily playlist. So far I've managed to keep up the good fight adding one a day with no artist appearing more than once. I'm unsure if we'll get to the end without some double ups but that really doesn't matter. If you haven't plugged your phone, computer, tablet or other listening device into 365 days with The Woozle yet then you know what to do. It's available on Spotify, Tidal, and YouTube. Details, as always, are here.

Custard - Music Is Crap - https://youtu.be/nvpEZtyKR4g

I was born in the cemetery, under the sign of the moon

Slayer isn't ever going to be everyone's cup of tea but is arguably the most influential thrash metal band ever. This week the 40th anniversary edition of their second studio album, Hell Awaits, was released. I've had a few listens, as have my neighbours and their dog that barks for 15 minutes at 0510hrs every day. If you're a fan then I'm preaching to the converted and you'll probably appreciate that this sounds a lot clearer than what we're used to listening to from 1985. It's not straight ahead either, with tempo changes and longer tracks which weren't nearly as common back in the day. Slayer went on to release twelve studio albums and remain one of the biggest metal bands of all time. Their third album, Reign In Blood, is referenced by so many artists as being a huge influence. However, Hell Awaits was quite a statement.

Slayer - Hell Awaits - https://youtu.be/NZPBGSiJzJw

Ease on down, ease on down the road

In 2024, although I didn't really know what to expect, I knew that I was fortunate to get tickets to the Grand Ole Opry in Nashville. One of the artists playing that night was a guy called Don Schlitz. I had no idea that he was the songwriter behind The Gambler which was of course made famous by Kenny Rogers. To add to that, it was the first song that Don ever had put down on tape! Seeing him play this, tell stories and clearly enjoy performing live was an amazing experience. If you ever get to Nashville then make sure you go to the Opry. Sadly, Don passed away a few weeks ago and he was only seventy-three. His version, the original, of The Gambler is a bit different as Kenny put his own touches on it. I watched an interview recently in which Don said that when he wrote it, at twenty three years old, he didn't drink whisky or play cards and he hadn't been on a train!

Don Schlitz - The Gambler (live) - https://youtu.be/mgnniR7OG_w

Every bit takes another bite without control over wrong or right

Last time around I wrote about using artificial intelligence to try and locate a song. In the last few weeks I've noticed that Spotify will allow users to create AI prompts to come up with playlists. This instantly appealed to me so I had to have a go. Prompts like, "make a playlist of ten songs I've played less than five times, that are based on my listening habits, and exclude Radiohead and Coldplay", were sort of successful. But I really didn't just need songs from albums that I already liked. I'll continue working on it whilst being a very specific curmudgeon. My effort asking for songs from NZ that I might like, hadn't listened to, and from the last five years wasn't too bad at all! Technology is cool as long as you refuse to be sucked into the default, uber-predictable version of what it thinks you should like.

The Veils - The Ladder - https://youtu.be/yvIrQIM-YJc

It's meant to rain this afternoon so I'll sign off now. I need to get outside before that happens so I'm going to do my second set of exercises for the day, plug the TENS machine into the gas mains for an extra boost, and then hit some bush tracks.

Happy birthday Toddo!

Keep smiling,

The Woozle

"Somewhere deep inside my soul
We strum three chords and the truth"

George Huitker, Brother From Another Mother, 2023.

I think you've got a low self opinion, man

The self-hatred that binds you, blinds you, grinds you, keeps you down

I subscribe to an email list written by Mark Manson, author of, The Subtle Art Of Not Giving A F*ck. He sends a couple of sentences to think about. One of his most recent messages was titled, "Do you like yourself?' That sat me back on my heels and made me think, and I've been coming back to it for a while now. One of the prompts was, "You're going to be in a relationship with yourself for your entire life. So you should probably learn how to make it a good one." Mark then goes on to ask if you like spending time with yourself and is there a decision that could improve that relationship. For a very long time I didn't like myself at all. People around me mostly liked me as did my family but I tried to silence the internal monologue by self-medicating in a number of unhelpful ways including by obsessively controlling my exercise and diet. Even though I've done the work to help me manage a few mental health problems, Mark's email and the associated reflection has helped me admit that I'm good at sabotaging my own happiness. That's a reflection of how much I do or don't like myself at the time. It's hard because I like doing things to make others happy so why do I either not do this for myself or feel so bad when I do? I guess part of my ongoing work to reclaim my life is going to be learning to like myself again. Not just on the surface and in public, but deep down. Step one is admitting the issue and it's out there now. I'm not asking for help and if I wasn't in a relatively good place then I wouldn't have even written this.

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